Carson 1 month old

HOWWWWWWWWWWW.
no words.
These pics aren't in any order whatsoever but i mean can you please look at this first picture. GRACIE!!!!!!! she's gorgeous. Can you tell I'm a little obsessed with her these days?

 Gracie on the left at 1 month carson on the right at 1 month. AH!

I got my hair colored. much needed change. I feel like a new woman!

 1 month difference here!

 Gracie left, carson right.

I wish I could get a nap in like this every day. haha. at 1 month carson has started to smile a little bit and is chunking up! haven't gotten him weighed yet but his newborn clothes dont fit anymore. STOP GROWING!!!!!!

Best Big Sis Award

I just have to write a post about my baby girl and how proud I am of her with this huge adjustment in her life. she has taken it like a CHAMP! She knows when to give Carson his binky, she's always asking me how she can help, she loves putting a blanket on him when he's asleep, his face is full of kisses, she just loves to help me and I feel so lucky to have her.  she loves Carson so much and it melts my heart so much seeing their bond form so smoothly. 

I feel so blessed to be their mom. 

Just some pics of Gracie taking her role as big sis like a freaking champion.

I love my babies so much.

 Gracie took this picture of his toes. she is so obsessed with his toes i love it.

And I am so obsessed with them!!!!!!!!

3 weeks old

Carson is still jaundice. The Doc said it usually goes away at this point so they have me laying him in the sun for the majority of the day. Thank heavens for the dockatot! that thing has been such a lifesaver! We spent the majority of our days inside just in awe at this cute newborn. Gracie wants to play with him so bad it's hilarious.  I am loving every minute of my days.  newborn snuggles are just SO GOOD.

 visiting pop-pop for the first time

 Whenever carson wasn't in the dockatot Starsky took the initiative to get comfy. lol.

Teaching baby brother about Jesus. melt me now.

 I needed out of the house so we went on a little ride! carson didn't make a peep and it was a much needed outing for me.

I think I'm a little denial about how he's growing up. time just slow down. PLEASE!!!!